Not Another Initiation...!

Why would I want to experience aeons of grief and sadness?
lifetimes of pain in a milli-second...is this the gift of the Equinox. ??
I arrived at the Palace, heart in hand.
Am I just another guest in this strange land?

Upon entering the temple’s anteroom,
I imagine myself layed naked on the “Altar of Conscience.
I wait in the vaulted chamber and wait and wait till my head is like a tomb.
I righteously proclaim "but I was once a king!"
Finally the Blue Priestess beckons...her beauty was captivating too intense.for words.
She speaks of a recent victories and ongoing battles. test me, I’ll do whatever’s necessary,
even if I have to be dragged across a stormy sea in a Dragon-Shaped vessel - tied to the mast."

Suddenly I felt the razor-sharp edges of control
smoothed and rounded into a ceremonial drum.

I was that drum pounded with passion and resonance.
No sooner did the earthy rhythms cause my body to move.
Gentle melodies began to float above a soft hued twilight sky.

Then without warning, out of nowhere - my mind took over
and I ran out the door, following by my own mental demons.
The false comfort of denial - hiding in a mountain of darkness, so much to revile!!!
I was powerless, impotent to face these shadows that she had conjured.
Jesu Christos help me!
Mother Mary set me free!
Kuan Yin pray for me!
written by Arthur R Gianfermo 5-3-93

Complete Literary Archives for Poetry and Writings Contributed to this Ezine


E-mail Comments and Your Links to Solutions at AquaSoul


Navigational Tools
Home | Astrology Updates | Mystical Topics | Living Light Journal | Current Reports | Poetry,Writings the Invitation | AquaSoul's Literary Archives | Hypnotheraphy Empowerment|Shamanic Return |

"Implementing Solutions for Beyond the 21st Century"
© 1997 by Aquarian Solutions